My time is coming to an end. 343 days, 3,642 miles, 6 classes, 8 essays, ONE Dissertation of 21,010 words, 100+ Skeletons, 152 pages, 2 panic attacks, 3 late night staircase chats, and of course One amazing house full of memories.
This last year has been a roller coaster of self-discovery, through dirt, tears, laughs, heartbreak, coffee, and adventures I've come to understand who I am and what kind of person I wish to be. I'm by no means declaring that I have a plan, I still have absolutely no idea what I'm doing. I'm just saying that I have grown and changed during my year abroad.
I've discovered...
That I'm not half bad at what I do and that I do, in fact, want to do it for a long time if I can.
I've discovered that I can survive many things. Including depression, heartbreak, a lack of self confidence and English weather.
Iv'e discovered new friendships can grow fast and be just as strong as old ones. And that old friendships can span miles and be just as strong as when you are together.
I've learned I still suck at grammar but I'm getting better.
I've learned that when life gives you lemons you can make lemon-aid, but then you can also throw those lemon scraps back and demand something better. You can't always improve your life.
Everything happens for a reason, and you should always take the opportunity to learn from it. I wasn't accepted to Grad School anywhere in the States. Why? well because apparently the Universe had a journey of self discovery planed for me... and I don't want it to stop. I never want this journey to end.
I don't want to say goodbye to York. I don't want to leave Constantine House. I don't want to leave my friends. But although I have to go, and I will go in a puddle of tears kicking and screaming, I know there is another adventure that awaits. I just can't let myself get stuck. (Besides the internet is a thing).
So this is my farewell to York and to all my friends. I will miss pub nights, game nights, movie nights and of course Holidays and my little family at Constantine House.
Now that I have been all sappy and those of you reading from York are undoubtedly crying. Stay in touch Y'all!
As for all at home. I have one more grand adventure left (EURO TRIP!) and then I'm coming for you! So be ready October 22nd! (but give me a day or two to get over my jet lag).
Love
Katie